August 2010
ads;lfkj;a I love you tooo!(:
1. I’m sorry. I know that’s how I am, and I know you hate it, but sometimes I can’t help it. I’m self-centered sometimes; especially around you guys because I’m so comfortable around you. I really do care about you and what you have to say, and I know sometimes it doesn’t seem like that, it just seems like I only care about myself. I’ll try really hard to change that.
2. Please stop judging people. You can’t even see it in yourself but you do it so much that I feel scared to even hang out with so many people because I know you don’t like them.
3. I look up to you so much and I know I don’t talk to you and I’m not always so nice to you but I love you and I hope you know that even when I don’t tell you.
4. You’re my best friend and always will be, and I know you don’t agree with “my ways” but I love you and thank you for always being there for me.
5. People are telling me that your close friends need to tell you to chill out, stop annoying people, and at least make an effort to see the gray instead of just the black or white. I don’t want to have to tell you, but you have no idea how many people have come up to me and told me how much they hate you and it hurts to hear that because you’re one of my closest friends. I wish you never liked him.
6. Please stop trying to act like you know exactly what I’m talking about and how I feel before I even finish. We all know you’re an incredibly smart person, and you’re good at reading people, but you only understand half of me and will never understand the other half. Btw, I like you better than her and I like it when you act like yourself and not act like she does and like the things she likes. I still love you so much and I hope we can stay close even when we get older because you’re an amazing person and I would never want to lose you as a friend.
7. Stop thinking so down on yourself. You are so smart and insane to be putting yourself through everything that you are right now, but it’s going to lead you into a great life. And you are so pretty, and you don’t believe me when I tell you, but I hope you realized it and believed it when that super cute guy told you. Thank you for being here for me and my crazy situations.
8. You make decisions too quickly and you don’t even think about it. I’m not right for you, I’ve already hurt you, and it’s going to happen again if you don’t realize that it won’t work. I miss being just your best friend.
9. I’m so glad I met you guys this summer, I learned so much and you guys helped me with everything even though we just met. I could tell you guys absolutely everything without worrying about anything, and vice versa. It was so easy. We became super close and I hope we can go to L.A. or something soon.
10. You’re the only person I want to like me, but I’m so scared that if you do, that will change. Oh well, I’ll just have to wait and see what happens.
this is as deep as it gets, kids.
(via crossstheline)
awwww <3
my future husband.
“fucking universe, shit a rock!” ahahah
