I wish I had a crush on someone. Or someone had a crush on me.
I wish I could be infatuated with the idea of having that certain cute guy by my side, to be able to daydream about him and ache for the possibility of his desire for me in return.
It’s not even that I’m lonely or sad or anything, it’s just I miss the giddy feeling, the excitement and having something to look forward to. And I haven’t had that feeling in such a long time; I miss it. I long for the return of those delicate, distinctive emotions.
I want a boyfriend.
I want to fall in love.
I want to be in love, so deeply and honestly and passionately in love.
Every time you speak.” —Gregory and the Hawk